Last night I went to bed before my kids. That’s what happens when you raise teenagers; they outlast you more often than not.
My daughter came into my bedroom to say good night and I could tell there was something on her spirit. I have learned to elicit the truth of her heart, I simply have to ask one question.
“How are you feeling right now?”
In the split second after I ask, I just have to look into her eyes to understand the answer.
With tears in her eyes, she explained to me that she was feeling bad about fitting in and that other kids don’t always “get her”.
You see her heart is deep and pure. She has so much compassion for other’s within. She often befriends the new kid as soon as she sees a hint of uncomfortable. She will turn back to help another if they fall. She will make those around her laugh if they are sad. She reads me too after work, and sometimes even when I tell her my day was ok, she’ll come and give me a long hug within perfect timing.
She’s expressive, creative, loving, and artistic.
I inwardly asked for guidance last night to find the right words to make her feel better. Not words that will placate or pacify; but rather to give her a long-term perspective. Words I wish I knew as truth when I was a teenager.
These are the words my heart urged me to say to her…
These teenage years; JR. High, High School, are so minute on the scale of life, but also important in that you have many choices.
Work hard, get the grades which will give you many options to build the future of your dreams. If you decide to go to college, you will meet so many people who have the very same interests and drive. It’s a little more specialized.
Do not conform. You know who you are, and you are also learning about yourself. You are growing and evolving in character. Hold your head high. It’s ok to be “weird”. Everyone is a weird, some just wear masks to hide it.
These people who you want acceptance from; they will probably not be in your life after school is over. I promise you’ll look back and wonder why you cared about their opinions. Just do you, and build that future which is so very bright and full of hope.
You are kind, and loyal. Your true friendships will adore and cherish you. I had one main ride or die friend in high school, she is still my best friend today (and we are going to visit her and her kids soon). It’s not quantity, but quality.
But whatever you do, please don’t dim your light for anyone. Walk proud and understand your worth. You are so very worthy of all you want in life. Study hard, and use your brain. Use your words for love. It’s OK to walk away from anyone who doesn’t show you respect. Because you respect yourself.
The entire time she just held my head and nodded. This morning as she was eating her breakfast I asked her “How are you feeling this morning?”
And she replied with a smile “I’m good” and her eyes spoke that truth. I lifted my chin up with my finger, pulled my shoulders back, and said “Head high my girl”
From my heart to yours,